When do things fall into place?
The days are so full that yesterday seems like forever ago. I dont like that. I can't even remember what day it is anymore.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
No Title
I wish that people weren't such bitches sometimes. There's been way too much dishonesty, deceit, big-headedness, and disrespect around me lately. I don't know why, but its been adding to my current situation of frustration.
I'm gonna make a new paragraph and try and list some positives. Went to the gym today, then sat in the hot tub with my brothers afterwards. Got a haircut (from Zach). Played the hell out of a set of congas in class. Did laundry, which was very much needed. I MADE FRENCH TOAST. Where the hell did French Toast (yes i capitalized it) go? No one makes that anymore. Do it.
I am already ready for a break, and school is now just halfway over in the semester. Not only am I busy, but so are friends who seem more like aquaintances now that I hardly ever see them. Its weird how we choose everything we do, but we agonize some days over the choices that we make. It seems like everything that sucks has been picked by someone else trying to make your life hard, but in reality it was always your choice.
Three (3) Ideas:
1. Everyone should write out a number as a word with the same number in parenthesis next to it from now on.
2. If you have hands you should make more French Toast.
3. Smile
I am going to a hand therapist tomorrow. I have three days straight with Loveland starting tomorrow. It should be a good weekend though, gonna max out some more beats with the MB on Sunday. Get me.
Dazzle D
p.s. I was severly over on text messages last month so try and stop texting me. So if I don't respond I still love you, just call me instead. I would rather hear your sexy voice.
I'm gonna make a new paragraph and try and list some positives. Went to the gym today, then sat in the hot tub with my brothers afterwards. Got a haircut (from Zach). Played the hell out of a set of congas in class. Did laundry, which was very much needed. I MADE FRENCH TOAST. Where the hell did French Toast (yes i capitalized it) go? No one makes that anymore. Do it.
I am already ready for a break, and school is now just halfway over in the semester. Not only am I busy, but so are friends who seem more like aquaintances now that I hardly ever see them. Its weird how we choose everything we do, but we agonize some days over the choices that we make. It seems like everything that sucks has been picked by someone else trying to make your life hard, but in reality it was always your choice.
Three (3) Ideas:
1. Everyone should write out a number as a word with the same number in parenthesis next to it from now on.
2. If you have hands you should make more French Toast.
3. Smile
I am going to a hand therapist tomorrow. I have three days straight with Loveland starting tomorrow. It should be a good weekend though, gonna max out some more beats with the MB on Sunday. Get me.
Dazzle D
p.s. I was severly over on text messages last month so try and stop texting me. So if I don't respond I still love you, just call me instead. I would rather hear your sexy voice.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Lallamble
Not many interesting events have transpired over the last few days, besides a parking ticket, a depleted bank account, and a schedule that seems to get busier every day. Lypee and I were in studio J today makin some sweet beats on the piano in preparation for the recording of Mocksi Brown. I am excited to be workin with Zach's brothers band, and at the same time a little nervous. Its one of my last chances to be happy with something I've done at school. It's not that I'm not proud of what I have done, but each one my recordings has something I'm not happy about.
I need another job. When can I work?
I want seafood salad.
Top 3 midnight snack foods:
3. Peaches
2. Beef Brisket
1. Omelette (How the hell do you spell that?)
I feel like I've been living in a weird state the past 5 years. Ever since I began drumming in high school I wanted to be the best, to be at the top. Nothing really mattered to me in high school besides music. Blue Knights gave me something to strive for, and eventually attain. Once I reached my goal I was on the top. After years of working and figuring it out, I thought I was the best. Maybe I was good at playing flam drags at 180, but how is that ever gonna help me in real life? I think that I learned life lessons while trying to be the best, but I never really realized it until now. I always thought if I could drum I would be the best at anything. Wrong. Life lessons that I took from that environment never really dawned on me until I was too old to drum, ready to graduate and find a real job, and not even physically able to drum anymore. After thinking about this I was knocked hard and fast off the horse I worked so hard to get up on. I feel like I'm starting over again.
I fixed my car yesterday. Anyone want to sit in the hot tub?
I need another job. When can I work?
I want seafood salad.
Top 3 midnight snack foods:
3. Peaches
2. Beef Brisket
1. Omelette (How the hell do you spell that?)
I feel like I've been living in a weird state the past 5 years. Ever since I began drumming in high school I wanted to be the best, to be at the top. Nothing really mattered to me in high school besides music. Blue Knights gave me something to strive for, and eventually attain. Once I reached my goal I was on the top. After years of working and figuring it out, I thought I was the best. Maybe I was good at playing flam drags at 180, but how is that ever gonna help me in real life? I think that I learned life lessons while trying to be the best, but I never really realized it until now. I always thought if I could drum I would be the best at anything. Wrong. Life lessons that I took from that environment never really dawned on me until I was too old to drum, ready to graduate and find a real job, and not even physically able to drum anymore. After thinking about this I was knocked hard and fast off the horse I worked so hard to get up on. I feel like I'm starting over again.
I fixed my car yesterday. Anyone want to sit in the hot tub?
Thursday, September 18, 2008
The Beginning
So I'm kickin this thing off. I don't have to say that I've decided to start a blog, you've probably already figured that out. I want this to be a journey for both of us, so I'm going to strongly encourage anyone and everyone who reads this to respond. Can you even respond to this? I don't even know what this blogging is all about. I was pretty dissappointed with the word verification thing you have to do to create an account. You know where you have to type in the letters you see in a box, but 89% of the time you can't even read the damn letters? Its usually not even a freakin word. Whatever. I wrote to Arby's the other day and told them to bring back the Chicken Parmesan sandwhich. I don't know how many of you tried it (discontinued in the spring), but I need your help in bringing it back. Have a good night
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